Selfie

Everybody smiles and play strange characters. Famous or unknown, we all need to do the same. We all have unachievable goals. What is beauty today? what is platonic love? I don´t know. Real, normal life dissapoints us all. You know what I mean.

It seems that the party has over and nobody wants to leave the place. We all feel like old romantic heroes. There is no need to use big explanations. If only I could understand why we have to fail one way or another, everytime, day by day.

I feel like a wasted ghost that keeps moving alive who doesn´t wants to retreat. Don´t forget to keep pretening. I look for my shot, but I have no faith in lies anymore. Although I couldn´t recognize them before, I can do so by now.

Someone wants to complain: life is so hard and weird. But they are just words. I had a special life. Now, I try to understand why did I lose it. What really happened. I´m still here. I´m still trying to break free. I don´t believe in shows. Don´t believe in images. But I´m trapped as anybody else.

Maybe there is something more that I could say or do. Something useful, interesting. Now, we are much worried about survive inside than here in the real world, on everyday, ordinary life. We are superficial and we hate ordinary life, sooner or later.

There is something special on keep moving ahead. I can´t explain that. It woudn´t be enough. Today is a wonderful journey. Life is beautiful. Enjoy your chance.